A little bit worst... a little bit better

Life ain't easy, it's very hard and is even harder if you have MS. I'm not victimizing myself, just that when you're not feeling your body anymore and the new year is coming... it's hard to hope. What I hope for in the new year? To be a normal person? Yeah, you're right, that's to much to ask... I just want to be again as I was, last week, a little bit better.